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Friday, March 7, 2008
'frustrations' aint the right word since i think it sounds too gay. you fill in the blank, i feel i'm dying from all the pent up ______. remember to make sure it sounds chim hor i'm not an expressed simpleton like darren yuen x)
it wasn't as if i didnt expect it, but who doesn't hope for miracles? after my teacher passed me my slip faced down, i folded it up and didnt want to see it for a good 5minutes at least. for there lay the result of my aloofness. i know i basically fucked myself up. on hindsight, mr varella may suck, but my results are still due to my own undoing. ha-ha.
to everyone who assumed i would get straight As for sure, i'm sorry i disappointed you. almost all my pre-tj friends juniors teachers and extras did... and it was a bittersweet feeling to have peers so confident in me though their results surpass mine, mostly by a large margin too. man, u suck.
so much to say but only so little can be expressed in words because my articulation sucks among other academic abilities. haha. can be so fun to be zi bei (in self pity) once in a while. eat your heart out the rong jun of secondary school =)
well finally, reality has smacked me hard in the face for an overdue 'wake up you bloody slacking fucker' call. although in the army that 2 severe words is disguised by the codename 'revelie', my 0530hrs will never feel the same again. the words 'wake up' has never carried so much weight until now.
to all u distinction peeps, congratulations! =) and to those whose results suck like mine, it's not the end even though the thought of not going to a local university seems to shatter our educational dream of 12 years. with our spirits up and learning attitude tapered onto the right track, still can one la. compare it with a fucked up scholar with no EQ and u know what i mean. self consolation maybe, but what i said isn't entirely nonsense too. all you with shit results, you can do it =)
+ graham + 11:40 PM