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Thursday, July 5, 2007
too many changes are taking place within this period but its anything but too fast.
such a feeling is something i've missed for such a long time, one that keeps me perked for the challenges that appear before me. i do enjoy such a positive outlook =) results ARE important for your future, don't get me wrong, but doing badly is not the end of the world. u may say i'm consoling myself for such poor results but i've long been over the need for that. i mean how much can another person say since results are of personal accomplishment and hard work?
now's the period everyone is being so fixated on their results.
in the end, it's your personality that will carry you through. what will your boss think if he or she knew you are such a complainer, comparer or even whiner??
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left for school earlier than ever today and reached hai sing's bus stop at around 3 plus only to run into a sea of turqoise. esp since i've just been feeling nostalgic from my dinner with the guys at simpang the other day, it was overwhelming walking through a bus stop of over 50 hai sians!
then somehow, just greeting old friends and juniors there somehow put an extra bounce in my step. guess there's no hiding it then, i do miss hai sing =)
4e1 '05 - the characters
it was just the funky friends there i reminisced about at first. but thereafter on my way to downtown east, i ran into my junior, CI eugene sir! lol. he told me he was gonna take up the role of camp coordinator for this year's Area 8 Annual Training Camp(ATC) at ubin. yes that pretty much got me on reminiscing on the np life i had too and the CI post i had chosen to forsake. choosing not to be a CI probably wasn't the best decision i have ever made, giving up an enhancing experience just like that was supposed to have been done if one had something else in store. but now's not the time for regrets, cos i don't wanna break the positive outlook i'm subconsciously programming myself to feel right now =) be it a good thing or a bad thing, i like to see the good.
+ graham + 9:30 PM