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Saturday, January 13, 2007
weary eyes and a jaded smile.. NOT
school has reopened and the stress is just starting to pile up..
1. my studies still suck even after the hols that i had intended to put time in to catch up on
2. so much time put into climbing the past year.. am i making it worth the while?
3. graham the lazy sloth is dying in jc life
4. i'm freaking unmotivated and i dont know why.
enough about me, how have you been? =)
good question because i realise i'm kinda not the only one hating lessons in jc life at this moment and i don't deny it sucks.. but i wanna stop thinking that way or i'll just get sianner by the day :) like who didn't think that way bout tutorials too and didn't continue being not a zombie? (couldn't think wad oppsite word to describe myself in action)
i kinda wish my teachers will breathe down my neck and force me to do work.. this whiner is here is too used to the secondary school system of punishments and scoldings! haha.. okay i dont deserve to have been in a jc for so long, so after this post i'm seriously going to sit down and do my homework! ok la i'll admit the 'diu' part is how this ex-classmate who used to do much worse than me in physics is actually doing H3 physics now.. thanks for the indirect motivation man. now i feel bad bout the times i suan-ed ppl for not knowing the difference between AC and DC currents lol. nope not suanning him, but the girl whom i did is in my contacts :P guess who?
ahh climb climb climb.. i think what really makes it worth in the end is gonna be how much i've managed to push my mental limit.. even while i like current my level of composure on the wall, it seems like i didn't work for it over the past year, rather, it was what i already had from countless high element stuff i did.. zzz. talk about not progressing.. the same frustration goes to my studies. shu hui! i'm sorry if i kind of added to your stress with a lil over enthu of mine to even propose selective trainings on mondays! but then but then, **to all climbers who may read this** i still think we should all try to improve our fitness level by training on our own, not because we are too weak, but because we still can improve a lot more if we believe we can.. pls try to train guys n gals.. "concentrate on your weaknesses" -philip lim, 13 Jan 2007 (who looks a little perverted here) =x just decided to show who i was quoting for those who don't know him.

who has a more suave picture of him send me please, i kinda think i'm doing a disservice to his image of being so PRO and COOL. haha.
+ graham + 5:10 PM